After Xmas

圣诞节过了，新年也要来了
在圣诞节这几天，我不知我是在快乐还是伤心。
当我和我的好兄弟们的时候，我可以很高兴的。
但是，当我孤零零一个人的时候我却念念不忘着她。
我也试着把她忘记，但我却不能也做不到。
为什么我不能狠狠地把她忘了呢？
她的美却狠狠地蜡在我心里，她的笑容却刺在我的心，我要忘记不是一个很容易的事。
在平安夜的时候，我和她的k弟聊下天，她的k弟是我的好朋友。
我们也有聊到她，他也知道我的事。
我知道一直挂念着他是不好的，我也只好用时间让那“思念”随风而去吧。
爱一个人是不能狠狠地把她忘记的，只能用时间慢慢得让她飞走。

好了我的故事就到这里了，如果可以的话我可能会用我的故事写成一本书。
谢谢读者的支持，祝读者新年快乐。^^

痴心绝对

想用一杯latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味
你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱的太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你做任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决

tiz few week i was happy i m out wif her, support her, caring her...
my heart was stole by her...i tot i hav a chance to chase her...
but when wanna to propose wif her...i saw fb hav a guy propose wif her ordy...
at the time my heart jz like 1 ppl take a knife cut it half...
did i dreaming in tiz few week marh???or is the nitemare start???
wat i done wat i do jz can b fren only???
DAMN!!!tiz feeling very very hurt...even tat i cant slp when i saw in fb...
y wan treat me like tat???
yesterday i out wif fren go gaya street...i was saw her 3 times...
1st time i was saw her than i tao bi...aftertat i was tell myself...
if me saw her again than i go mian dui...than i reali saw her again...
u wan accept ur lover wif other guy tat feeling very hurt de...
my fren said mayb is me late propose wif her...but i think she ordy love tat guy...jz i dun know...
after we go gaya street than i go tanjung aru...my fren bring me go smoke...
than keep eat thing...let me 4get her...but i think cant lorh...
when i see the sea i reali jump in to sea...than can 4get her...
now she ordy go AUS...my feeling jz like tiz song "chi xin jue dui"...
so sad...so wan hiding myself...in home jz sad at outside i was pretend happy...
tat is wat i wan to do...

伊甸園的誓言

看著最閃耀的那顆星
永恆光芒代表 我們一生約定
不用繼續尋找最美麗 的劇情
渴望的幸福 早已經來臨
愛的真諦存在千苦不變
引導我們通過這條道路的試練
伊甸園裡有了你而完全
在這個時刻 美麗的實現
I will love you, Forevermore
我珍惜每一天有你 在我身邊
用我全心 陪伴著你直到永遠
穿越時空不會改變的誓言

tiz song de lyric is short...but ordy hav wat i wan to tell u...
haix...the ans dun know when i jz can know...
God hope u will bless me...i know u owes b wif me...
thx u Jesus...

That feeling is coming back jor??

i write tiz blog dun know is good or nt...
n now my feel dun know happy or sad...
but i can sure last monday n tuesday i m very happy larh...
cz i m out wif her...>.<
tiz gal at my church so long lerh...but now i jz know her tat deep...
1st we is chatting de...less talk until last monday i was closed range wif her...
last monday is wan help ppl find shoes...than we shopping whole center...
but jz found 1...than when me n her wan go plaim square she said wan use lift...
but i wan use walk...than we 2 challenge lose than spend ice-cream...
when started me didnt think i will win her...boyz spend gal eat ice-cream 4 sure de...
than i jz walk like steady until plaim square...she ordy at there waiting me...
than i jz spend her lorh...but mc.d de ice-cream out of stock le...than we go eat mango ice-cream...
so happy de...than we go fun square there play DJ games...
she so pro..me oso lose lerh>.<
than next day...is tuesday...
i dun know so faz we can out again...of cz i m happy...cz can out wif her worh...
10 person i think jz 1 person can...tat was me...xD so wan gong...
she wan watch she fav tat is "twilight-new moon"
than i go wif her n my college frens...
when we bought less 1 ticket tat sales gal so bad n LC dun let us bought 1 more...
me so bu shuang...than angry go up-stair bought 1 more...
she kept called me dun angry...than at last i no angry le...
after watch movie...than no way go than go YogurtBerry eat yogurt ice-cream and talk secret...
hahah tat i was most close wif her...feel our distance so close...
haix but tiz feeling wont b long...cz aftertat we wan back lerh...
n me late back home let my mummy scolded>.<
but i so happy i can out wif her...dun know y i out wif her my heartbeat increase de lerh>.<
tat feel like i 1st time out wif my ex gf>.<
aiyo...i should nt think so much de later ppl say me"癞蛤蟆想吃天鹅肉"==
anyway...she happy than me happy lerh...other thing dun care so much....
haix now i start miss her jor>.<


sry tiz blog write so long...if hav any wrong words plz 4giv>.<

....

当我的眼睛再也看不到你们的样子，
当我的耳朵再也听不到你们的声音，
当我的鼻子再也闻不到你们的香气，
当我的嘴巴再也说不到你们的好事，
当我的双手再也不做大事的时候，
当我的双脚再也不能走动的时候，
当我的心不在为这世界而烦恼的时候，
也就是我要走的时候了，耶稣要接我回家的这一天会是几时呢？？
你们也要有心里准备，不要为我但心要为主好好的活
我没什么好说，也只能说一声对不起大家。。。

THX my mighty

I so happy...b4 tat i nt much happy...
cz me owes bad luck n no mood...
after my bday...b4 bday i was pray tell GOd wat i wan of my bday...
i was told him alot of present but i jz tell him jz take 1 ordy happy...
than after my bday i hav alot of present...i hav new shirt,new shoes, new hp, and new HP laptop...
i oso wan thx my mum...when i was told her i wan buy laptop for my sch...
she dun hav said anything jz say which 1 ok or nt...
i so happy n very thx my god n mum...
now i reali dun know how to say

是她是她！！！！

十月二日！！！
我在下南南的merimewa那里看到她了！！！！
这是我今年第二次看到她了。。。第一次在metro pool那里。。。
我忘了她的名字，但是每次看到她的时候我都会心跳加速。。。
七年前，我们在同一间中华小学。。。还是同班
她是我的班长，她人很好，有时还教我一些功课，休息时都会一起玩还会斗下嘴。。。
那时我们还是小孩子什么都不懂，我也不知不觉被她吸引了我也不知道。。。
当我看到她时就会紧张，心跳加速。。。我们也相认可能她忘记我了。。。
我想她又一个对她很好的男生了。。。
七年后，让我在看到她也是个缘分。。。谢谢神让我遇见她^^

dun know say wat...

i dun know y i wan to post blog...
later ppl saw it than jz complain...
but tiz few day i so no mood...
mood down until talk oso dun wan...
even in college, home, church oso like tat...
i rmb last time i was out wif college fren...
they in a shop see something than i at outside wait them...
than i go other place watch something awhile...
than they gone ordy...they even no find me...
i walk 4 along time they still no find me...
than i go back home by myself...
i rmb when i get car tat time they so close wif me...
even i lost they will keep find me...
but y when i dun hav car le than no 1 find me???
i hav alot of thing problem...1 of problem is face problem mayb...
so alot dun wan close on me...
tat all i wan to post my blog...dun read my blog so much...
thx

Worry abt some ppl

Long time didnt post blog lerh...
today i post tiz blog for my best fren or Bro...
Love is nt our can control it...but it was a special thing...
The Love is come from God...Cz he Love all of us...nt even wat done b4 he still Love u...
Love jz like use ur heart to travel it...I oso know how hurt isit...but hurt still wan cont ur life arh...
U r my best fren oso is my best group member...When i b Group leader tat time i was worry dun know can take care u all good or nt...but in the group i most belieave is u...no matter wat thing i oso told u...u all is my group member...i will dun care anything to protect u all...
Is u all let me hav Faith to take care tiz group...i dun know after tmr will wat happen...today u r my fren 4ever u r my fren...tat was truth cant change...i belieave u will worship in the church...in group u r the most can help me de...i wish in church u oso is the most can help me de...
Let God help u...God let u know ur life is how...my fren b strong everytime i saw ur face i know u hav alot of happen jz u dun wan to tell us...i jz b silent to guess...i still remeber last time u 1st time told me ur 心事 i so suprise...i cant belieave it i so thx God cz finaly hav ppl let me know abt their 心事 than i will try my best to help them...
anyway at last i want to thx u...thx u giv me a brave to do everything...thx ur support me...thx u belieave me...God will help u de b happy to ur life God bless u^^

Something come so faz

today is last of July...
something come so faz...i cant accept it...
Connie was leave us lerh...reali unacceptable...
I will remember her smiling face,wont 4get her cold joke...
she is 4ever in my heart...n she remind me many thing when she leave...
thank you...Rest in piece God will take care of u de

BBQ At Jason Tong's House~

Our BBQ foods n items...

Kelvin so enjoy his foods(blogger)

Me & Kelvin-wan some hot dog??

Good mummy Jenny

Jia Ru-jz wait food to eat

WAh...tat hot dog over heat le>.<

Nickie...Wat feel she giv u??

WAH...Who Grill??so pretty

look wat??dun scare i eat u kah??

Brian-NEW STYLE eat chop wif scissor ==

Yammy~y got hand??spoil==

Chicken wing~dun know still can fly or nt==

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 Which 1 u wan?

O.o me helped my dear do kerja amal...
(we owes call like tat de dun mizunderstand)

WELCOME TO SEE MY BLOG^^

From:Xi4oJoNg

wat i done??y treat me like tat??

17 June Wednesday


Wat is promize???
promize is wat???
tiz world still hav promize marh???
when ppl say love u wat oso can promize u...
after no feel le??break promize...
wat promize 4ever wont break...
after tat??oso break arh...
I dun know wat i done...
y my words jz like a dust??
no power like tat...
i feel so down...no ppl will listen wat i say...
even idea oso dun hav my suggest...
now i dun believe wat ppl promize...
i jz trust wat God promize me...
i wish i can early leave tiz world...
tiz world nt wat i wan to b...


From:xi4ojong

什么是真爱??

04 June Thursday


对一个人说:"我爱你"
是永远的还是暂时的呢???
当一个人说我爱你是发自内心的还是发自感觉的呢??
当你爱一个人的时候,有问过自己是真心爱还是喜欢把了??
每个人对他的另一半都说我会爱你一生一世...
那种话可以当作放屁...
爱情是一生一世的没错...但是给那些狗弄到不伦不类
爱情不但爱他罢了,还有要接受他的缺点
不但要接受还要帮他纠正,那个才是真真的爱他一生一世...
有些人当他被男友还是女友飞了就会很难过的时候...
有人安慰她的时候就觉得他对他很好...
他对他有感觉了然后,就和她在一起...
错!!!!!那不是真真的爱情,那些只是感觉罢了...
感觉过了就没了...
他们一定不能长久
要认识彼此很久了解他们的优点和缺点...
不接受他们的缺点将你的爱情就不会长久
在这里我也要告诉我最爱的姐(婷婷)
姐!!!不要因为他对你好你就动心了...
外表不能看到一切...
我也知道姐为很多事情烦恼搞到书读不好...
答应弟弟把一切的烦恼交给神...
专心的读书为神做大事...
弟弟永远陪着你...那些追我姐的要小心
谁把我姐弄哭得我会打到他像一只猪...
兄弟也不给脸...
姐我爱你^^

From:Xi4oJoNg(小宗)

why did i fall in love with you lyrics

(Hero)
Doushite...
Kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to omotteta noni
(Micky)
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi
(Hero)
Doushite...
Kimi ni nani mo tsutaerarenakattan darou?
Mainichi maiban tsunotteku omoi
Afuredasu kotoba
Wakatteta noni
(Yunho)
Mou todokanai
(Xiah)
Hajimete deatta sono hi kara
Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shittanda
Amari ni shizen ni tokekonde shimatta futari
(Max)
Doko ni iku nori mo issho de kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de
Bokura wa futari de otonani natte kita
(Micky)
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi
(Xiah)
Doushite...
Kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to omotteta noni
(Yunho)
Mou kanawanai
Tokubetsuna imi wo motsu kyou wo
Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo
Kireina sugata de kami sama ni chikatteru, kimi wo
(Micky)
Boku janai hito no tonari de
Shukufuku sarateru sugata wo
Boku wa douyatte miokureba ii no darou?
(Hero)
Mou doushite...
Kimi ga suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Ano koro no bokura no koto
(Micky)
Mou modorenai
(Hero)Kangaeta (Micky) Modorenai (Hero)kangaeta
(Max)
Doushite...
Kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto
Boku no yoko ni iru hazu datta
(Yunho)
Sono mama nii
(Xiah)
Soredemo kimi ga boku no soba nara to itte mo
Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto
Tada negatteru
(Hero)
Tatoe sore ga donna na sabishikute mo
(Xiah)
Setsunakute mo

No blog to write???

sry all reader...
Tiz month i nt going to write blog...
wait next month n my mood 1st

Change to a new place

07 May Thursday


today dad ordy take appointment to see the doctor at QE...
cz i wan change Hospital from Damai to QE le...
when i reach there saw many children n some teenager...
there make me feel scary n so mo sheng...
i so wan back to Damai there but i cant...
cz parent nt enough money to but medic i muz change to there...
those child n teenager oso same sickness wif me...
most of them black black de...
wah>.<....i scare 1 day i will like tat black like coal n thin like wood....
now in front my eye hav alot of mist i cant even see in front jz like cant see my future...
i scare 1 day i will leave tiz world early...haiz....
how come 19 yez ordy y now i will scare de???
now i start mizz those at Damai hospital work de nurse lerh...T.T

From:Xi4oJoNg

Giv lie de feel is like tat de...

29 April Wednesday


Today i giv my best best fren lie lerh....
today i was meet him go yam cha de...
but he wan go cyber play wif fren de...
but me cant go cyber go play wif them...
and got 1 fren at my house de oso go play cyber wif them...
suddenly less ppl go yam cha than he say change time...
but he told me his dad dun let her drive the car to fetch me...
than he call my other fren go out than he fetch him...
y he wan lie my le???cant said true marh???
lie more hurt than true lorh...T.T
5 yez de frenship like tat treat me???


From:Xi4oJoNg

I wanna know...

27 April Monday

“可不可以爱我”

为什么如此的安静

为什么明明想靠近却还在迟疑

努力的我保持镇定 努力开拓话题

最后却溃不成军

为什么如此的美丽

深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑

每一天无法不想你

连闭上眼睛 怎么都是你

你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我

虽然我对自己没有一点的把握

别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受

至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我

反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄

成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过

你能给我快乐还是寂寞

为什么如此的美丽

深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑

每一天无法不想你

连闭上眼睛 怎么都是你

你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我

虽然我对自己没有一点的把握

别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受

至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我

反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄

成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过

你能给我快乐还是寂寞

想念燃烧个不停

我快只剩灰烬

你是我的呼吸

你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我

虽然我对自己没有一点的把握

别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受

至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我

我依然失魂落魄

成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过

你能给我 能给我什么

快乐还是寂寞

Today i out wif fren i heard tiz song at FM..
tiz song so match wat i wan ask n tell her....
today is monday tat guyz oso dun hav work...
she n he sure hav talking de...
but she didnt ans he call...she told me n very sad...
than now i know ordy...in she heart reali like de guyz is him nt me...
she told me she dun know who she like...
but now i know who she like...
i will fang shou de...i dun wan her unhappy...oso dun wan she so fan nao...
i leave is the better 1...Me n her cant b true jz can b memory...
time is come than i will leave her...


From:Xi4oJoNg

Hav ppl remeber me

23 April Thursday


Today actually ntg so special...
but on me i feel so happy....i nt giv ppl 4get...
today when i was on9 hav 1 fren he on9...
than he chat wif me...he asked me next Tuesday free or nt...
than i told him dun know yet n asked y...
he said next Tuesday is his bday...so he wan invite me...
nt only me larh my elder sis oso get invite...
but i tot he will jz invite my sis only...man tau he invite me 2....
i was so happy^^...
in tiz yez i m no feel tat happy but today tat feeling is back....
well tiz is Xiao Jong story....

From:Xi4oJoNg

i invisible le????

21 April Tuesday

Will i important???Hav ppl know who is Xiao Jong???
some1 invis me???
y when everybody hav problem or hav something wan to share they all will find me talk...
but aftertat how???jz 4got me lorh...i jz alone sit at there see they happy lorh...
jz like Jesus cure those sickness...10 ppl jz got 1 come back to said thx wif Jesus...
but i think on me 10ppl is no 1 come back say to me...hav larh...when got problem larh....
xiao jong still is xiao jong...jz sit there silenly...


From:Xi4oJoNg

找回自我了吗？？？

19 April Sunday


今天很开心，因为我找回自我了。。。
昨天我看到她一头烦恼的样子让我很心疼,我决定退出。。。
这样她就不用烦这么多了。。。
神也说了：“失比收更为有福”
也许有人说我蠢。。。我不在意
很多人说我为什么不为自己想而为别人想
因为我很想我所有的朋友开心，我一个人受委屈也无所谓
我笨了。。。这是我优点吗？？还是缺点？？
我可以为人而死吗？？我可以像耶稣吗？？
这是小宗的本性了

From:Xi4oJoNg

Who AM I??

17 April Friday

Today is very quite day...
today my voice is less heard it...
the ppl who love the ppl i love y hav a different???
Will i can stand up back???should kill by myself???
today mummy tot me sick ordy...the face look like tired....
mummy asked me wat happen???tired???
i didnt ans her...but if i get stroke than me no nid to talk jz sit at there thinking...
wat i done n wat i do...no 1 will agree me...jz like today i was cut short my hair...
jz some hair i wan to keep...than my mummy said y cut like tiz???like ntg call u cut like tat u dun wan...waste my money to let u cut...
now i know wat i done n wat i do is uncomfirmly...
no 1 will understand wat i feel...n me oso dun know self thinking wat...brian is blank...
i lost my happy,i lost my xing xin,i lost my tian zhen...
b4 de Xiao Jong was DEAD...Now only cool cool de Xiao Jong wont joke n make ppl happy anymore...

From:Xi4oJoNg

Love is what??

16 April Thursday

有人说爱情是自私的，也有人说爱情两厢情愿的
有人为要她就不顾一 切得到她，但有人只是希望她永远快乐。。。哪一个才是爱情呢？？
我也只想她快乐而以。。。如果我离开她，她是否会开心呢？
与其三个人不开心，倒不如我一个人不开心。。。就让我一人承担吧，让他们开心吧
人生就是酱，我将爱她但要用这种方法来爱她。。。
这就是小宗的爱情故事了。。。^^

From:Xi4oJoNg

Pretend

15 April Wednesday

how many days how many years we oso hav fan nao...
every ppl oso hav thier own fan nao...
n my fan nao oso dun know wat fan nao...
my fan nao is from Feb start untill now...
many fren saw me always smile...but me keep alone in home is unhappy de...
cz me keep fan abt her...i know many fren or parent hav try to read my mind...
but i jz can tell them my mind jz like black hole...never hav ppl know inside is wat...
so i jz can pretend my emotion...tat y many ppl said me y u always so happy de??
than i will ans them...dun know than smile^^
happy or sad???jz me can know...sry to all my fren...
i can feel my happy was start lost lerh...

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Sad story???

06 April Monday


~轨迹~
周杰伦
怎么隐藏我的悲伤
失去你的地方
你的发香散得匆忙
我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛还能看见
你离去的痕迹
在月光下一直找寻
那想念的身影
如果说分手是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白
我会发着呆然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天会有人代替
让我不再想念你
我会发着呆然后微微笑
接着紧紧闭上眼
又想那一年你温柔的脸
在我忘记之前
闭上眼睛还能看见
你离去的痕迹
在月光下一直找寻
那想念的身影
如果说分手是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白
我会发着呆然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天会有人代替
让我不再想念你
我会发着呆然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天会有人代替
让我不再想念你
我会发着呆然后微微笑
接着紧紧闭上眼
又想那一年你温柔的脸
在我忘记之前
心里的眼泪模糊了视线
你会看不见

Today after help dad i go cyber i heard tiz jay chaw de old song...
tiz song make me think back b4 de thing...
today she ask me again some question let me dun know how 2 ans de...
she asked "u love me a??"tat time i was shocked...
me ans her dun know...but in true i still love her...
tiz love dun know can until when....cz she ordy love other guyz ordy...
many ppl said me so stupid call me 4get her...but me still cant...
if reali no choice i think i will go find other galz jz take chance...
if tat galz accept then we start n me man man try to 4get her lorh...
today me oso ntg happy thing wan to said...than tat all i wan to blog...
Tiz is Xiao Jong de sad story...

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Jealous day?

04 April Saturday

Today is the Holy day...Yup is time to go church de time
today hav pc fair on center point...than she wan go there go find a best headset...than i meet her...
me oso call my fren go wif me oso...b4 tat me worry nt enough money to spend...
but who know GOd bless me...when i go work my mom gav me Rm50 than i go learn drive again...
today learn car oso kik...today learn how to up mountain...teacher said me to faz release the clutch...he said "if u still like tat i cut ur leg down">.< learn dao my leg oso hav abit pain...
aftertat me back home than out wif my fren go kk meet her...
when reach kk 1st thing do wat???OF cz find food eat lorh...hungry dao bao larh...
aftertat we go 8floor play pool than wait her...
my fren so kik...so lucky me 2times wrong ball let him win...>.<
than we go find her when saw her...she told me wan crazy jor...cz wan find working shoes wear...
she oso hungry lerh...than we go to eat...wah...me 1st time saw her can eat so much...last time me oso dun know tiam...>.<
aftertat we walk around in the center point...she n my fren keep play n talk...ppl dun know still tot they 2 is couple...
dun know y at the time my heart hav abit jealous de???y lerh???
aftertat she said she wan to eat ice-cream...than i bought to her...she eat like a kidz...
mouth n hand oso hav chocolate...so cute^^
we play until tired than go church...
after church me back home n my fren asked me "is she wan make me jealous so play wif me?"
me oso dun know is true or nt...me cant think 2 much for tat...cz she ordy hav bf lerh me cant b spanar de....
i jz can P.U.S.H...so tiz is Today de feeling of XIao JoNg

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What happen to me???

2 April Thursday

Today jz like normal...in morning go shop help dad work...
than go play game wif fren...suddenly my driver teacher call me go practice car...
1st time drive de feel 1 word "Panic"...xD
teacher said "Kau Mao jadi F1 kah???" n said "Ini bukan Tokyo drift jangan ingin mao drift" >.<"
but teacher oso hav said me "hao kin ngiao oo" so faz can control the gear...hahax
I wanna faz get the lesen cz i wan hav alot of fren waiting me to fetch them...kaka...
TOday me wif my Old fren go YoYo yam cha we talked our at sch de history....
haf talked haf laugh...sch life reali do many stupid thing even no study dao oso nvm but hav a good memory 4ever oso never 4get de memory....
Today i was think abt her again...n she tell me no ppl care n siak her...
but i can tell her i m the 1 4ever siak her de...even i cant b the 1st to siak her but i can b the last 1 to siak her...
she asked me 1 let me dun know how 2 ans her de question...she said "Y u so siak me lerh???"
tiz ans i wan ans is "u ordy hav bf lerh, me cant use my whole life to love u...me jz can do is siak u lerh...i siak u bcz i love u...even wat happen me oso say like tat wont change..."
jz like me say in the facebook

"我的付出，不求回报，只求她快乐。。。我也只能默默的守护着她了。。。我的心也留着泪的看着她默默地离开我了。。"

Life is like tat de larh^o^

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April The 1st DAY

1 April Wednesday

Today is April de 1st day...
i think everyone oso know wat is tiz day...tat is April fool lerh...
but since i haven giv ppl play yet me oso no play ppl...hahax...
Today i was late wake up...cz yesterday nite me wif my fren at my house watch animation...
than late slp lerh...yesterday me heard again she slping de voice...
me cant see how she slp like...but i use hear feel it she slping was cutie^^
today she went to new company work lerh...
dun know y in tiz morning i wake up sms her said "gambatte" than i slp back again...(LOLZ)
today oso ntg happen...i jz sit at home play my computer tat all...
if i nt like tat arh...i scare i will think abt her lerh...haiz...
so tiz is my story XiAO JoNg de story...

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Continue My Blog

31 March Tuesday

after SPM didnt write my blog lerh...
almost hav 5 month didnt write...
in tiz 5 month hav many happen in my life...
I still remember 7 February 2009 she break wif me tat time...
my heart like ppl use gunz shoot inside tat pain...
me oso dun know wat i done than she wan like tat...
isit from start she ordy no feel on me ordy???
she was said break wif me 3rd times...2 times dun know y dun wan break wif her...
but 3rd time she said me go n accept...
no longger she was called me wait her...isit mean she will accept me back lerh???me oso dun know...
14 February it was Valentine's day...i brought around rm100 de present to gift her...
but unlucky hav ppl chase her lerh...tat guyz was gav her 1 ROSE...
she was thinking choose me or him...
y will like tat lerh???she should b accept me wont found other guyz...
tat time i was angry hope is her gav n sad oso is her gav me...
than i jz can accept the truth...
now me n her jz a best fren...n tat guyz back to japan after 3 yez bring her go japan than marry...
when i heard tiz i should for her to happy marh...hav a good guyz marry wif her...
but y my heart is hurt nt happy??
untill now me sometime still hav think abt her...
dun care she hav wat problem i oso will b the 1st 1 to help her...no matter how...
me dun wan wat reward i jz wanna her happy n no ppl will bully her...
jz like me is a 1 house let her get in n let me protect her...
me wat oso gone lerh...my result oso bad me oso dun know how 2 cont my study...i so hate myself so stupid...
now me jz got 3 words wan to say wif her...tat is "I love U"

i m start my blog everyday now...

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