痴心绝对

想用一杯latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味
你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱的太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你做任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决

tiz few week i was happy i m out wif her, support her, caring her...
my heart was stole by her...i tot i hav a chance to chase her...
but when wanna to propose wif her...i saw fb hav a guy propose wif her ordy...
at the time my heart jz like 1 ppl take a knife cut it half...
did i dreaming in tiz few week marh???or is the nitemare start???
wat i done wat i do jz can b fren only???
DAMN!!!tiz feeling very very hurt...even tat i cant slp when i saw in fb...
y wan treat me like tat???
yesterday i out wif fren go gaya street...i was saw her 3 times...
1st time i was saw her than i tao bi...aftertat i was tell myself...
if me saw her again than i go mian dui...than i reali saw her again...
u wan accept ur lover wif other guy tat feeling very hurt de...
my fren said mayb is me late propose wif her...but i think she ordy love tat guy...jz i dun know...
after we go gaya street than i go tanjung aru...my fren bring me go smoke...
than keep eat thing...let me 4get her...but i think cant lorh...
when i see the sea i reali jump in to sea...than can 4get her...
now she ordy go AUS...my feeling jz like tiz song "chi xin jue dui"...
so sad...so wan hiding myself...in home jz sad at outside i was pretend happy...
tat is wat i wan to do...