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31 March Tuesday

after SPM didnt write my blog lerh...
almost hav 5 month didnt write...
in tiz 5 month hav many happen in my life...
I still remember 7 February 2009 she break wif me tat time...
my heart like ppl use gunz shoot inside tat pain...
me oso dun know wat i done than she wan like tat...
isit from start she ordy no feel on me ordy???
she was said break wif me 3rd times...2 times dun know y dun wan break wif her...
but 3rd time she said me go n accept...
no longger she was called me wait her...isit mean she will accept me back lerh???me oso dun know...
14 February it was Valentine's day...i brought around rm100 de present to gift her...
but unlucky hav ppl chase her lerh...tat guyz was gav her 1 ROSE...
she was thinking choose me or him...
y will like tat lerh???she should b accept me wont found other guyz...
tat time i was angry hope is her gav n sad oso is her gav me...
than i jz can accept the truth...
now me n her jz a best fren...n tat guyz back to japan after 3 yez bring her go japan than marry...
when i heard tiz i should for her to happy marh...hav a good guyz marry wif her...
but y my heart is hurt nt happy??
untill now me sometime still hav think abt her...
dun care she hav wat problem i oso will b the 1st 1 to help her...no matter how...
me dun wan wat reward i jz wanna her happy n no ppl will bully her...
jz like me is a 1 house let her get in n let me protect her...
me wat oso gone lerh...my result oso bad me oso dun know how 2 cont my study...i so hate myself so stupid...
now me jz got 3 words wan to say wif her...tat is "I love U"

i m start my blog everyday now...

From:Xi4oJoNg