Giv lie de feel is like tat de...

29 April Wednesday


Today i giv my best best fren lie lerh....
today i was meet him go yam cha de...
but he wan go cyber play wif fren de...
but me cant go cyber go play wif them...
and got 1 fren at my house de oso go play cyber wif them...
suddenly less ppl go yam cha than he say change time...
but he told me his dad dun let her drive the car to fetch me...
than he call my other fren go out than he fetch him...
y he wan lie my le???cant said true marh???
lie more hurt than true lorh...T.T
5 yez de frenship like tat treat me???


From:Xi4oJoNg

I wanna know...

27 April Monday

“可不可以爱我”

为什么如此的安静

为什么明明想靠近却还在迟疑

努力的我保持镇定 努力开拓话题

最后却溃不成军

为什么如此的美丽

深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑

每一天无法不想你

连闭上眼睛 怎么都是你

你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我

虽然我对自己没有一点的把握

别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受

至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我

反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄

成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过

你能给我快乐还是寂寞

为什么如此的美丽

深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑

每一天无法不想你

连闭上眼睛 怎么都是你

你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我

虽然我对自己没有一点的把握

别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受

至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我

反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄

成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过

你能给我快乐还是寂寞

想念燃烧个不停

我快只剩灰烬

你是我的呼吸

你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我

虽然我对自己没有一点的把握

别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受

至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我

我依然失魂落魄

成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过

你能给我 能给我什么

快乐还是寂寞

Today i out wif fren i heard tiz song at FM..
tiz song so match wat i wan ask n tell her....
today is monday tat guyz oso dun hav work...
she n he sure hav talking de...
but she didnt ans he call...she told me n very sad...
than now i know ordy...in she heart reali like de guyz is him nt me...
she told me she dun know who she like...
but now i know who she like...
i will fang shou de...i dun wan her unhappy...oso dun wan she so fan nao...
i leave is the better 1...Me n her cant b true jz can b memory...
time is come than i will leave her...


From:Xi4oJoNg

Hav ppl remeber me

23 April Thursday


Today actually ntg so special...
but on me i feel so happy....i nt giv ppl 4get...
today when i was on9 hav 1 fren he on9...
than he chat wif me...he asked me next Tuesday free or nt...
than i told him dun know yet n asked y...
he said next Tuesday is his bday...so he wan invite me...
nt only me larh my elder sis oso get invite...
but i tot he will jz invite my sis only...man tau he invite me 2....
i was so happy^^...
in tiz yez i m no feel tat happy but today tat feeling is back....
well tiz is Xiao Jong story....

From:Xi4oJoNg

i invisible le????

21 April Tuesday

Will i important???Hav ppl know who is Xiao Jong???
some1 invis me???
y when everybody hav problem or hav something wan to share they all will find me talk...
but aftertat how???jz 4got me lorh...i jz alone sit at there see they happy lorh...
jz like Jesus cure those sickness...10 ppl jz got 1 come back to said thx wif Jesus...
but i think on me 10ppl is no 1 come back say to me...hav larh...when got problem larh....
xiao jong still is xiao jong...jz sit there silenly...


From:Xi4oJoNg

找回自我了吗？？？

19 April Sunday


今天很开心，因为我找回自我了。。。
昨天我看到她一头烦恼的样子让我很心疼,我决定退出。。。
这样她就不用烦这么多了。。。
神也说了：“失比收更为有福”
也许有人说我蠢。。。我不在意
很多人说我为什么不为自己想而为别人想
因为我很想我所有的朋友开心，我一个人受委屈也无所谓
我笨了。。。这是我优点吗？？还是缺点？？
我可以为人而死吗？？我可以像耶稣吗？？
这是小宗的本性了

From:Xi4oJoNg

Who AM I??

17 April Friday

Today is very quite day...
today my voice is less heard it...
the ppl who love the ppl i love y hav a different???
Will i can stand up back???should kill by myself???
today mummy tot me sick ordy...the face look like tired....
mummy asked me wat happen???tired???
i didnt ans her...but if i get stroke than me no nid to talk jz sit at there thinking...
wat i done n wat i do...no 1 will agree me...jz like today i was cut short my hair...
jz some hair i wan to keep...than my mummy said y cut like tiz???like ntg call u cut like tat u dun wan...waste my money to let u cut...
now i know wat i done n wat i do is uncomfirmly...
no 1 will understand wat i feel...n me oso dun know self thinking wat...brian is blank...
i lost my happy,i lost my xing xin,i lost my tian zhen...
b4 de Xiao Jong was DEAD...Now only cool cool de Xiao Jong wont joke n make ppl happy anymore...

From:Xi4oJoNg

Love is what??

16 April Thursday

有人说爱情是自私的，也有人说爱情两厢情愿的
有人为要她就不顾一 切得到她，但有人只是希望她永远快乐。。。哪一个才是爱情呢？？
我也只想她快乐而以。。。如果我离开她，她是否会开心呢？
与其三个人不开心，倒不如我一个人不开心。。。就让我一人承担吧，让他们开心吧
人生就是酱，我将爱她但要用这种方法来爱她。。。
这就是小宗的爱情故事了。。。^^

From:Xi4oJoNg

Pretend

15 April Wednesday

how many days how many years we oso hav fan nao...
every ppl oso hav thier own fan nao...
n my fan nao oso dun know wat fan nao...
my fan nao is from Feb start untill now...
many fren saw me always smile...but me keep alone in home is unhappy de...
cz me keep fan abt her...i know many fren or parent hav try to read my mind...
but i jz can tell them my mind jz like black hole...never hav ppl know inside is wat...
so i jz can pretend my emotion...tat y many ppl said me y u always so happy de??
than i will ans them...dun know than smile^^
happy or sad???jz me can know...sry to all my fren...
i can feel my happy was start lost lerh...

From:Xi4oJoNg

Sad story???

06 April Monday


~轨迹~
周杰伦
怎么隐藏我的悲伤
失去你的地方
你的发香散得匆忙
我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛还能看见
你离去的痕迹
在月光下一直找寻
那想念的身影
如果说分手是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白
我会发着呆然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天会有人代替
让我不再想念你
我会发着呆然后微微笑
接着紧紧闭上眼
又想那一年你温柔的脸
在我忘记之前
闭上眼睛还能看见
你离去的痕迹
在月光下一直找寻
那想念的身影
如果说分手是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白
我会发着呆然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天会有人代替
让我不再想念你
我会发着呆然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天会有人代替
让我不再想念你
我会发着呆然后微微笑
接着紧紧闭上眼
又想那一年你温柔的脸
在我忘记之前
心里的眼泪模糊了视线
你会看不见

Today after help dad i go cyber i heard tiz jay chaw de old song...
tiz song make me think back b4 de thing...
today she ask me again some question let me dun know how 2 ans de...
she asked "u love me a??"tat time i was shocked...
me ans her dun know...but in true i still love her...
tiz love dun know can until when....cz she ordy love other guyz ordy...
many ppl said me so stupid call me 4get her...but me still cant...
if reali no choice i think i will go find other galz jz take chance...
if tat galz accept then we start n me man man try to 4get her lorh...
today me oso ntg happy thing wan to said...than tat all i wan to blog...
Tiz is Xiao Jong de sad story...

From:Xi4oJoNg

Jealous day?

04 April Saturday

Today is the Holy day...Yup is time to go church de time
today hav pc fair on center point...than she wan go there go find a best headset...than i meet her...
me oso call my fren go wif me oso...b4 tat me worry nt enough money to spend...
but who know GOd bless me...when i go work my mom gav me Rm50 than i go learn drive again...
today learn car oso kik...today learn how to up mountain...teacher said me to faz release the clutch...he said "if u still like tat i cut ur leg down">.< learn dao my leg oso hav abit pain...
aftertat me back home than out wif my fren go kk meet her...
when reach kk 1st thing do wat???OF cz find food eat lorh...hungry dao bao larh...
aftertat we go 8floor play pool than wait her...
my fren so kik...so lucky me 2times wrong ball let him win...>.<
than we go find her when saw her...she told me wan crazy jor...cz wan find working shoes wear...
she oso hungry lerh...than we go to eat...wah...me 1st time saw her can eat so much...last time me oso dun know tiam...>.<
aftertat we walk around in the center point...she n my fren keep play n talk...ppl dun know still tot they 2 is couple...
dun know y at the time my heart hav abit jealous de???y lerh???
aftertat she said she wan to eat ice-cream...than i bought to her...she eat like a kidz...
mouth n hand oso hav chocolate...so cute^^
we play until tired than go church...
after church me back home n my fren asked me "is she wan make me jealous so play wif me?"
me oso dun know is true or nt...me cant think 2 much for tat...cz she ordy hav bf lerh me cant b spanar de....
i jz can P.U.S.H...so tiz is Today de feeling of XIao JoNg

From:Xi4o JoNg

What happen to me???

2 April Thursday

Today jz like normal...in morning go shop help dad work...
than go play game wif fren...suddenly my driver teacher call me go practice car...
1st time drive de feel 1 word "Panic"...xD
teacher said "Kau Mao jadi F1 kah???" n said "Ini bukan Tokyo drift jangan ingin mao drift" >.<"
but teacher oso hav said me "hao kin ngiao oo" so faz can control the gear...hahax
I wanna faz get the lesen cz i wan hav alot of fren waiting me to fetch them...kaka...
TOday me wif my Old fren go YoYo yam cha we talked our at sch de history....
haf talked haf laugh...sch life reali do many stupid thing even no study dao oso nvm but hav a good memory 4ever oso never 4get de memory....
Today i was think abt her again...n she tell me no ppl care n siak her...
but i can tell her i m the 1 4ever siak her de...even i cant b the 1st to siak her but i can b the last 1 to siak her...
she asked me 1 let me dun know how 2 ans her de question...she said "Y u so siak me lerh???"
tiz ans i wan ans is "u ordy hav bf lerh, me cant use my whole life to love u...me jz can do is siak u lerh...i siak u bcz i love u...even wat happen me oso say like tat wont change..."
jz like me say in the facebook

"我的付出，不求回报，只求她快乐。。。我也只能默默的守护着她了。。。我的心也留着泪的看着她默默地离开我了。。"

Life is like tat de larh^o^

From:Xi4o JoNg

April The 1st DAY

1 April Wednesday

Today is April de 1st day...
i think everyone oso know wat is tiz day...tat is April fool lerh...
but since i haven giv ppl play yet me oso no play ppl...hahax...
Today i was late wake up...cz yesterday nite me wif my fren at my house watch animation...
than late slp lerh...yesterday me heard again she slping de voice...
me cant see how she slp like...but i use hear feel it she slping was cutie^^
today she went to new company work lerh...
dun know y in tiz morning i wake up sms her said "gambatte" than i slp back again...(LOLZ)
today oso ntg happen...i jz sit at home play my computer tat all...
if i nt like tat arh...i scare i will think abt her lerh...haiz...
so tiz is my story XiAO JoNg de story...

From:Xi4o JoNg