After Xmas

圣诞节过了，新年也要来了
在圣诞节这几天，我不知我是在快乐还是伤心。
当我和我的好兄弟们的时候，我可以很高兴的。
但是，当我孤零零一个人的时候我却念念不忘着她。
我也试着把她忘记，但我却不能也做不到。
为什么我不能狠狠地把她忘了呢？
她的美却狠狠地蜡在我心里，她的笑容却刺在我的心，我要忘记不是一个很容易的事。
在平安夜的时候，我和她的k弟聊下天，她的k弟是我的好朋友。
我们也有聊到她，他也知道我的事。
我知道一直挂念着他是不好的，我也只好用时间让那“思念”随风而去吧。
爱一个人是不能狠狠地把她忘记的，只能用时间慢慢得让她飞走。

好了我的故事就到这里了，如果可以的话我可能会用我的故事写成一本书。
谢谢读者的支持，祝读者新年快乐。^^

痴心绝对

想用一杯latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味
你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱的太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你做任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决

tiz few week i was happy i m out wif her, support her, caring her...
my heart was stole by her...i tot i hav a chance to chase her...
but when wanna to propose wif her...i saw fb hav a guy propose wif her ordy...
at the time my heart jz like 1 ppl take a knife cut it half...
did i dreaming in tiz few week marh???or is the nitemare start???
wat i done wat i do jz can b fren only???
DAMN!!!tiz feeling very very hurt...even tat i cant slp when i saw in fb...
y wan treat me like tat???
yesterday i out wif fren go gaya street...i was saw her 3 times...
1st time i was saw her than i tao bi...aftertat i was tell myself...
if me saw her again than i go mian dui...than i reali saw her again...
u wan accept ur lover wif other guy tat feeling very hurt de...
my fren said mayb is me late propose wif her...but i think she ordy love tat guy...jz i dun know...
after we go gaya street than i go tanjung aru...my fren bring me go smoke...
than keep eat thing...let me 4get her...but i think cant lorh...
when i see the sea i reali jump in to sea...than can 4get her...
now she ordy go AUS...my feeling jz like tiz song "chi xin jue dui"...
so sad...so wan hiding myself...in home jz sad at outside i was pretend happy...
tat is wat i wan to do...

伊甸園的誓言

看著最閃耀的那顆星
永恆光芒代表 我們一生約定
不用繼續尋找最美麗 的劇情
渴望的幸福 早已經來臨
愛的真諦存在千苦不變
引導我們通過這條道路的試練
伊甸園裡有了你而完全
在這個時刻 美麗的實現
I will love you, Forevermore
我珍惜每一天有你 在我身邊
用我全心 陪伴著你直到永遠
穿越時空不會改變的誓言

tiz song de lyric is short...but ordy hav wat i wan to tell u...
haix...the ans dun know when i jz can know...
God hope u will bless me...i know u owes b wif me...
thx u Jesus...

That feeling is coming back jor??

i write tiz blog dun know is good or nt...
n now my feel dun know happy or sad...
but i can sure last monday n tuesday i m very happy larh...
cz i m out wif her...>.<
tiz gal at my church so long lerh...but now i jz know her tat deep...
1st we is chatting de...less talk until last monday i was closed range wif her...
last monday is wan help ppl find shoes...than we shopping whole center...
but jz found 1...than when me n her wan go plaim square she said wan use lift...
but i wan use walk...than we 2 challenge lose than spend ice-cream...
when started me didnt think i will win her...boyz spend gal eat ice-cream 4 sure de...
than i jz walk like steady until plaim square...she ordy at there waiting me...
than i jz spend her lorh...but mc.d de ice-cream out of stock le...than we go eat mango ice-cream...
so happy de...than we go fun square there play DJ games...
she so pro..me oso lose lerh>.<
than next day...is tuesday...
i dun know so faz we can out again...of cz i m happy...cz can out wif her worh...
10 person i think jz 1 person can...tat was me...xD so wan gong...
she wan watch she fav tat is "twilight-new moon"
than i go wif her n my college frens...
when we bought less 1 ticket tat sales gal so bad n LC dun let us bought 1 more...
me so bu shuang...than angry go up-stair bought 1 more...
she kept called me dun angry...than at last i no angry le...
after watch movie...than no way go than go YogurtBerry eat yogurt ice-cream and talk secret...
hahah tat i was most close wif her...feel our distance so close...
haix but tiz feeling wont b long...cz aftertat we wan back lerh...
n me late back home let my mummy scolded>.<
but i so happy i can out wif her...dun know y i out wif her my heartbeat increase de lerh>.<
tat feel like i 1st time out wif my ex gf>.<
aiyo...i should nt think so much de later ppl say me"癞蛤蟆想吃天鹅肉"==
anyway...she happy than me happy lerh...other thing dun care so much....
haix now i start miss her jor>.<


sry tiz blog write so long...if hav any wrong words plz 4giv>.<