Tuesday, December 15, 2009

痴心绝对

想用一杯latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味
你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱的太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你做任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决

tiz few week i was happy i m out wif her, support her, caring her...
my heart was stole by her...i tot i hav a chance to chase her...
but when wanna to propose wif her...i saw fb hav a guy propose wif her ordy...
at the time my heart jz like 1 ppl take a knife cut it half...
did i dreaming in tiz few week marh???or is the nitemare start???
wat i done wat i do jz can b fren only???
DAMN!!!tiz feeling very very hurt...even tat i cant slp when i saw in fb...
y wan treat me like tat???
yesterday i out wif fren go gaya street...i was saw her 3 times...
1st time i was saw her than i tao bi...aftertat i was tell myself...
if me saw her again than i go mian dui...than i reali saw her again...
u wan accept ur lover wif other guy tat feeling very hurt de...
my fren said mayb is me late propose wif her...but i think she ordy love tat guy...jz i dun know...
after we go gaya street than i go tanjung aru...my fren bring me go smoke...
than keep eat thing...let me 4get her...but i think cant lorh...
when i see the sea i reali jump in to sea...than can 4get her...
now she ordy go AUS...my feeling jz like tiz song "chi xin jue dui"...
so sad...so wan hiding myself...in home jz sad at outside i was pretend happy...
tat is wat i wan to do...

Sunday, December 13, 2009

伊甸園的誓言

看著最閃耀的那顆星
永恆光芒代表 我們一生約定
不用繼續尋找最美麗 的劇情
渴望的幸福 早已經來臨
愛的真諦存在千苦不變
引導我們通過這條道路的試練
伊甸園裡有了你而完全
在這個時刻 美麗的實現
I will love you, Forevermore
我珍惜每一天有你 在我身邊
用我全心 陪伴著你直到永遠
穿越時空不會改變的誓言

tiz song de lyric is short...but ordy hav wat i wan to tell u...
haix...the ans dun know when i jz can know...
God hope u will bless me...i know u owes b wif me...
thx u Jesus...

Thursday, December 3, 2009

That feeling is coming back jor??

i write tiz blog dun know is good or nt...
n now my feel dun know happy or sad...
but i can sure last monday n tuesday i m very happy larh...
cz i m out wif her...>.<
tiz gal at my church so long lerh...but now i jz know her tat deep...
1st we is chatting de...less talk until last monday i was closed range wif her...
last monday is wan help ppl find shoes...than we shopping whole center...
but jz found 1...than when me n her wan go plaim square she said wan use lift...
but i wan use walk...than we 2 challenge lose than spend ice-cream...
when started me didnt think i will win her...boyz spend gal eat ice-cream 4 sure de...
than i jz walk like steady until plaim square...she ordy at there waiting me...
than i jz spend her lorh...but mc.d de ice-cream out of stock le...than we go eat mango ice-cream...
so happy de...than we go fun square there play DJ games...
she so pro..me oso lose lerh>.<
than next day...is tuesday...
i dun know so faz we can out again...of cz i m happy...cz can out wif her worh...
10 person i think jz 1 person can...tat was me...xD so wan gong...
she wan watch she fav tat is "twilight-new moon"
than i go wif her n my college frens...
when we bought less 1 ticket tat sales gal so bad n LC dun let us bought 1 more...
me so bu shuang...than angry go up-stair bought 1 more...
she kept called me dun angry...than at last i no angry le...
after watch movie...than no way go than go YogurtBerry eat yogurt ice-cream and talk secret...
hahah tat i was most close wif her...feel our distance so close...
haix but tiz feeling wont b long...cz aftertat we wan back lerh...
n me late back home let my mummy scolded>.<
but i so happy i can out wif her...dun know y i out wif her my heartbeat increase de lerh>.<
tat feel like i 1st time out wif my ex gf>.<
aiyo...i should nt think so much de later ppl say me"癞蛤蟆想吃天鹅肉"==
anyway...she happy than me happy lerh...other thing dun care so much....
haix now i start miss her jor>.<


sry tiz blog write so long...if hav any wrong words plz 4giv>.<

Friday, October 23, 2009

....

当我的眼睛再也看不到你们的样子,
当我的耳朵再也听不到你们的声音,
当我的鼻子再也闻不到你们的香气,
当我的嘴巴再也说不到你们的好事,
当我的双手再也不做大事的时候,
当我的双脚再也不能走动的时候,
当我的心不在为这世界而烦恼的时候,
也就是我要走的时候了,耶稣要接我回家的这一天会是几时呢??
你们也要有心里准备,不要为我但心要为主好好的活
我没什么好说,也只能说一声对不起大家。。。

Friday, October 9, 2009

THX my mighty

I so happy...b4 tat i nt much happy...
cz me owes bad luck n no mood...
after my bday...b4 bday i was pray tell GOd wat i wan of my bday...
i was told him alot of present but i jz tell him jz take 1 ordy happy...
than after my bday i hav alot of present...i hav new shirt,new shoes, new hp, and new HP laptop...
i oso wan thx my mum...when i was told her i wan buy laptop for my sch...
she dun hav said anything jz say which 1 ok or nt...
i so happy n very thx my god n mum...
now i reali dun know how to say

Thursday, October 1, 2009

是她是她!!!!

十月二日!!!
我在下南南的merimewa那里看到她了!!!!
这是我今年第二次看到她了。。。第一次在metro pool那里。。。
我忘了她的名字,但是每次看到她的时候我都会心跳加速。。。
七年前,我们在同一间中华小学。。。还是同班
她是我的班长,她人很好,有时还教我一些功课,休息时都会一起玩还会斗下嘴。。。
那时我们还是小孩子什么都不懂,我也不知不觉被她吸引了我也不知道。。。
当我看到她时就会紧张,心跳加速。。。我们也相认可能她忘记我了。。。
我想她又一个对她很好的男生了。。。
七年后,让我在看到她也是个缘分。。。谢谢神让我遇见她^^

Saturday, September 19, 2009

dun know say wat...

i dun know y i wan to post blog...
later ppl saw it than jz complain...
but tiz few day i so no mood...
mood down until talk oso dun wan...
even in college, home, church oso like tat...
i rmb last time i was out wif college fren...
they in a shop see something than i at outside wait them...
than i go other place watch something awhile...
than they gone ordy...they even no find me...
i walk 4 along time they still no find me...
than i go back home by myself...
i rmb when i get car tat time they so close wif me...
even i lost they will keep find me...
but y when i dun hav car le than no 1 find me???
i hav alot of thing problem...1 of problem is face problem mayb...
so alot dun wan close on me...
tat all i wan to post my blog...dun read my blog so much...
thx