No blog to write???

sry all reader...
Tiz month i nt going to write blog...
wait next month n my mood 1st

Change to a new place

07 May Thursday


today dad ordy take appointment to see the doctor at QE...
cz i wan change Hospital from Damai to QE le...
when i reach there saw many children n some teenager...
there make me feel scary n so mo sheng...
i so wan back to Damai there but i cant...
cz parent nt enough money to but medic i muz change to there...
those child n teenager oso same sickness wif me...
most of them black black de...
wah>.<....i scare 1 day i will like tat black like coal n thin like wood....
now in front my eye hav alot of mist i cant even see in front jz like cant see my future...
i scare 1 day i will leave tiz world early...haiz....
how come 19 yez ordy y now i will scare de???
now i start mizz those at Damai hospital work de nurse lerh...T.T

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Giv lie de feel is like tat de...

29 April Wednesday


Today i giv my best best fren lie lerh....
today i was meet him go yam cha de...
but he wan go cyber play wif fren de...
but me cant go cyber go play wif them...
and got 1 fren at my house de oso go play cyber wif them...
suddenly less ppl go yam cha than he say change time...
but he told me his dad dun let her drive the car to fetch me...
than he call my other fren go out than he fetch him...
y he wan lie my le???cant said true marh???
lie more hurt than true lorh...T.T
5 yez de frenship like tat treat me???


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I wanna know...

27 April Monday

“可不可以爱我”

为什么如此的安静

为什么明明想靠近却还在迟疑

努力的我保持镇定 努力开拓话题

最后却溃不成军

为什么如此的美丽

深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑

每一天无法不想你

连闭上眼睛 怎么都是你

你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我

虽然我对自己没有一点的把握

别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受

至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我

反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄

成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过

你能给我快乐还是寂寞

为什么如此的美丽

深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑

每一天无法不想你

连闭上眼睛 怎么都是你

你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我

虽然我对自己没有一点的把握

别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受

至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我

反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄

成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过

你能给我快乐还是寂寞

想念燃烧个不停

我快只剩灰烬

你是我的呼吸

你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我

虽然我对自己没有一点的把握

别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受

至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我

我依然失魂落魄

成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过

你能给我 能给我什么

快乐还是寂寞

Today i out wif fren i heard tiz song at FM..
tiz song so match wat i wan ask n tell her....
today is monday tat guyz oso dun hav work...
she n he sure hav talking de...
but she didnt ans he call...she told me n very sad...
than now i know ordy...in she heart reali like de guyz is him nt me...
she told me she dun know who she like...
but now i know who she like...
i will fang shou de...i dun wan her unhappy...oso dun wan she so fan nao...
i leave is the better 1...Me n her cant b true jz can b memory...
time is come than i will leave her...


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Hav ppl remeber me

23 April Thursday


Today actually ntg so special...
but on me i feel so happy....i nt giv ppl 4get...
today when i was on9 hav 1 fren he on9...
than he chat wif me...he asked me next Tuesday free or nt...
than i told him dun know yet n asked y...
he said next Tuesday is his bday...so he wan invite me...
nt only me larh my elder sis oso get invite...
but i tot he will jz invite my sis only...man tau he invite me 2....
i was so happy^^...
in tiz yez i m no feel tat happy but today tat feeling is back....
well tiz is Xiao Jong story....

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i invisible le????

21 April Tuesday

Will i important???Hav ppl know who is Xiao Jong???
some1 invis me???
y when everybody hav problem or hav something wan to share they all will find me talk...
but aftertat how???jz 4got me lorh...i jz alone sit at there see they happy lorh...
jz like Jesus cure those sickness...10 ppl jz got 1 come back to said thx wif Jesus...
but i think on me 10ppl is no 1 come back say to me...hav larh...when got problem larh....
xiao jong still is xiao jong...jz sit there silenly...


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找回自我了吗？？？

19 April Sunday


今天很开心，因为我找回自我了。。。
昨天我看到她一头烦恼的样子让我很心疼,我决定退出。。。
这样她就不用烦这么多了。。。
神也说了：“失比收更为有福”
也许有人说我蠢。。。我不在意
很多人说我为什么不为自己想而为别人想
因为我很想我所有的朋友开心，我一个人受委屈也无所谓
我笨了。。。这是我优点吗？？还是缺点？？
我可以为人而死吗？？我可以像耶稣吗？？
这是小宗的本性了

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