Pretend

15 April Wednesday

how many days how many years we oso hav fan nao...
every ppl oso hav thier own fan nao...
n my fan nao oso dun know wat fan nao...
my fan nao is from Feb start untill now...
many fren saw me always smile...but me keep alone in home is unhappy de...
cz me keep fan abt her...i know many fren or parent hav try to read my mind...
but i jz can tell them my mind jz like black hole...never hav ppl know inside is wat...
so i jz can pretend my emotion...tat y many ppl said me y u always so happy de??
than i will ans them...dun know than smile^^
happy or sad???jz me can know...sry to all my fren...
i can feel my happy was start lost lerh...

From:Xi4oJoNg

Sad story???

06 April Monday


~轨迹~
周杰伦
怎么隐藏我的悲伤
失去你的地方
你的发香散得匆忙
我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛还能看见
你离去的痕迹
在月光下一直找寻
那想念的身影
如果说分手是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白
我会发着呆然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天会有人代替
让我不再想念你
我会发着呆然后微微笑
接着紧紧闭上眼
又想那一年你温柔的脸
在我忘记之前
闭上眼睛还能看见
你离去的痕迹
在月光下一直找寻
那想念的身影
如果说分手是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白
我会发着呆然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天会有人代替
让我不再想念你
我会发着呆然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天会有人代替
让我不再想念你
我会发着呆然后微微笑
接着紧紧闭上眼
又想那一年你温柔的脸
在我忘记之前
心里的眼泪模糊了视线
你会看不见

Today after help dad i go cyber i heard tiz jay chaw de old song...
tiz song make me think back b4 de thing...
today she ask me again some question let me dun know how 2 ans de...
she asked "u love me a??"tat time i was shocked...
me ans her dun know...but in true i still love her...
tiz love dun know can until when....cz she ordy love other guyz ordy...
many ppl said me so stupid call me 4get her...but me still cant...
if reali no choice i think i will go find other galz jz take chance...
if tat galz accept then we start n me man man try to 4get her lorh...
today me oso ntg happy thing wan to said...than tat all i wan to blog...
Tiz is Xiao Jong de sad story...

From:Xi4oJoNg

Jealous day?

04 April Saturday

Today is the Holy day...Yup is time to go church de time
today hav pc fair on center point...than she wan go there go find a best headset...than i meet her...
me oso call my fren go wif me oso...b4 tat me worry nt enough money to spend...
but who know GOd bless me...when i go work my mom gav me Rm50 than i go learn drive again...
today learn car oso kik...today learn how to up mountain...teacher said me to faz release the clutch...he said "if u still like tat i cut ur leg down">.< learn dao my leg oso hav abit pain...
aftertat me back home than out wif my fren go kk meet her...
when reach kk 1st thing do wat???OF cz find food eat lorh...hungry dao bao larh...
aftertat we go 8floor play pool than wait her...
my fren so kik...so lucky me 2times wrong ball let him win...>.<
than we go find her when saw her...she told me wan crazy jor...cz wan find working shoes wear...
she oso hungry lerh...than we go to eat...wah...me 1st time saw her can eat so much...last time me oso dun know tiam...>.<
aftertat we walk around in the center point...she n my fren keep play n talk...ppl dun know still tot they 2 is couple...
dun know y at the time my heart hav abit jealous de???y lerh???
aftertat she said she wan to eat ice-cream...than i bought to her...she eat like a kidz...
mouth n hand oso hav chocolate...so cute^^
we play until tired than go church...
after church me back home n my fren asked me "is she wan make me jealous so play wif me?"
me oso dun know is true or nt...me cant think 2 much for tat...cz she ordy hav bf lerh me cant b spanar de....
i jz can P.U.S.H...so tiz is Today de feeling of XIao JoNg

From:Xi4o JoNg

What happen to me???

2 April Thursday

Today jz like normal...in morning go shop help dad work...
than go play game wif fren...suddenly my driver teacher call me go practice car...
1st time drive de feel 1 word "Panic"...xD
teacher said "Kau Mao jadi F1 kah???" n said "Ini bukan Tokyo drift jangan ingin mao drift" >.<"
but teacher oso hav said me "hao kin ngiao oo" so faz can control the gear...hahax
I wanna faz get the lesen cz i wan hav alot of fren waiting me to fetch them...kaka...
TOday me wif my Old fren go YoYo yam cha we talked our at sch de history....
haf talked haf laugh...sch life reali do many stupid thing even no study dao oso nvm but hav a good memory 4ever oso never 4get de memory....
Today i was think abt her again...n she tell me no ppl care n siak her...
but i can tell her i m the 1 4ever siak her de...even i cant b the 1st to siak her but i can b the last 1 to siak her...
she asked me 1 let me dun know how 2 ans her de question...she said "Y u so siak me lerh???"
tiz ans i wan ans is "u ordy hav bf lerh, me cant use my whole life to love u...me jz can do is siak u lerh...i siak u bcz i love u...even wat happen me oso say like tat wont change..."
jz like me say in the facebook

"我的付出，不求回报，只求她快乐。。。我也只能默默的守护着她了。。。我的心也留着泪的看着她默默地离开我了。。"

Life is like tat de larh^o^

From:Xi4o JoNg

April The 1st DAY

1 April Wednesday

Today is April de 1st day...
i think everyone oso know wat is tiz day...tat is April fool lerh...
but since i haven giv ppl play yet me oso no play ppl...hahax...
Today i was late wake up...cz yesterday nite me wif my fren at my house watch animation...
than late slp lerh...yesterday me heard again she slping de voice...
me cant see how she slp like...but i use hear feel it she slping was cutie^^
today she went to new company work lerh...
dun know y in tiz morning i wake up sms her said "gambatte" than i slp back again...(LOLZ)
today oso ntg happen...i jz sit at home play my computer tat all...
if i nt like tat arh...i scare i will think abt her lerh...haiz...
so tiz is my story XiAO JoNg de story...

From:Xi4o JoNg

Continue My Blog

31 March Tuesday

after SPM didnt write my blog lerh...
almost hav 5 month didnt write...
in tiz 5 month hav many happen in my life...
I still remember 7 February 2009 she break wif me tat time...
my heart like ppl use gunz shoot inside tat pain...
me oso dun know wat i done than she wan like tat...
isit from start she ordy no feel on me ordy???
she was said break wif me 3rd times...2 times dun know y dun wan break wif her...
but 3rd time she said me go n accept...
no longger she was called me wait her...isit mean she will accept me back lerh???me oso dun know...
14 February it was Valentine's day...i brought around rm100 de present to gift her...
but unlucky hav ppl chase her lerh...tat guyz was gav her 1 ROSE...
she was thinking choose me or him...
y will like tat lerh???she should b accept me wont found other guyz...
tat time i was angry hope is her gav n sad oso is her gav me...
than i jz can accept the truth...
now me n her jz a best fren...n tat guyz back to japan after 3 yez bring her go japan than marry...
when i heard tiz i should for her to happy marh...hav a good guyz marry wif her...
but y my heart is hurt nt happy??
untill now me sometime still hav think abt her...
dun care she hav wat problem i oso will b the 1st 1 to help her...no matter how...
me dun wan wat reward i jz wanna her happy n no ppl will bully her...
jz like me is a 1 house let her get in n let me protect her...
me wat oso gone lerh...my result oso bad me oso dun know how 2 cont my study...i so hate myself so stupid...
now me jz got 3 words wan to say wif her...tat is "I love U"

i m start my blog everyday now...

From:Xi4oJoNg

So worry to 1 ppl

6 Nov Thursday sunny

Sry 4 those viewer n reader~~
i wanna smp ordy lerh so i less to write blog~~
so paiseh ooo
today me write tiz blog is worry abt some 1~~
She today let me worry her 2 times lerh...
2 times oso she slept it...
she can in 2 min than slp le...
when she sms me than i reply tat time she slp ordy
however i cal her n sms her oso no respond~~
my bad imagination start again lerh~~
i was very worry her...i wish i can see her by 24 hour...
i dun wan her leave me in front my vision than i can take care n make sure her safe...
i very wish i can take care n 2gether wif her 4ever~~
when she sad or unhappy i can acc her to solve the problem 2gether n make her happy...
me do every thing is jz 4 her nt 4 myself....
now i m waiting her ans my purpose...
i wish i wont b get a bad ans^^
(any eng problem plz 4giv it...my eng is improving paiseh xD)