the crazy i b???

Finally rain!!!!!!!
long time didnt write blog jor...
i think alot reader wanna read my new blog...
b4 tat i was fall in love wif someone...n she oso fall in love wif me...
but i still haven couple wif her yet...i got 2 reason y i dun wanna couple wif her 1st...
1.i wanna her focus her study..cz she wanna spm soon...dun wan she get disturb...
2.my church got a rule...even ur partner haven end mid sch then cant couple...
haha...we r challenge to time...some couple time long jor then relation will decrease...
i believe mine is time long then relation is increasing de... cz i take tiz relationship to Jesus let him to take care of tiz relationship...then ntg can destroy tiz relationship jor...
i'll do anything for her...even she wan the sky of moon i oso will try my best to catch to her....
GOD i hope her is my last partner in my life it is forever 1...plz u bless it thx God cz u r listen our pray de God...i praise u my lord...i pray in Jesus name...AMEN~~~~
ok my blog write until here...wan to know more then find me yam cha then ask me lorh...xD

Kuching CNY Trip

14/02 1st day of Chinese New Year
i was get ready to airport fly to Kuching My dad's home town was there...
i so happy to go there cause can get alot ang pau...xD
when i was arrived we lived at 2nd uncle house there looked like kampung so have kampung feel
he's there alot fighting chicken got king chicken there...if u go fight with it also will lose it...
there every morning also rain non-stop one...alot cousin go there cause they knew us came to kuching...
when midnight the chicken will open concert keep "kok kok kok kok"...
my mum 1st day cant sleep on me it normal cause i had came here at last year and i sleep at living room...

there was alot building but all no open yet cause Chinese New Year...
there shopping mall not bad it look like K.K one Borneo...called "The Spring"
there special is so big but shop less there one place have building for shop not like K.K all shop focus at one place easy go...
there got a small street called "India Street" there alot thing price so cheap even is shirt but the special at there is most shop boss is Indian people...wow xD

at Kuching this few days i go alot cousin's house and take alot ang pau too...xD
they house so far went there at least also have to take 1hour...
this few days i'm adding weight wanna keep fit also cant...
at there really wont die cause 3 to 4 hour then eat thing...
finish lunch at 12pm...4pm then dinner
or go cousin or friends house eat back home eat again...=.="
now i really become fatty guy...
finish this Chinese New Year have to keep fit!!!!!

this is my Kuching CNY trip

14/02 Leave kk...

14/02 Chinese new year and Valentine's day...
i wanna leave kk soon...
hope u all happy...
take care all my fren...
i will miss u all...
i love u...

愛不愛我

愛不愛我(Da Mouth)

對我說 愛不愛我
需要你 才說愛我
要不就換我來說喔~~
I LOVE YOU(害羞害羞害羞)
我對你說
不問淳淳而別 琛指妻人有天
雍晉拿無邊界 只要見你相戀
不管人在天邊 像著你常常相戀
去新的不依現 心有你已拒絕

黑躲白 白躲黑 我不會推決
淚躲哭 哭躲淚 無所謂
飛躲時 時躲飛 我不會洗淚
只要你割戈壁

對我說 愛不愛我
需要你 才說愛我
要不就 換我來說喔~~
I LOVE YOU(害羞害羞害羞)
我對你說 我對你說
我太順遂 無法哭天
我太美麗 太晚插悛
沒有甚麼理所當然 所有只是信義使然
過了幾尊飯 過了幾條街
過了幾次面 過了幾條罪
拆了街 難我笑 是情圈

想你~你掩了我 想我~你掩了我
感受~不知不愁 你牽我手(嘿! 嘿!)
七頭~你掩了我 感空~你掩了我
感動~不知不愁 請牽我手(嘿! 嘿!)

對我說 愛不愛我
需要你 才說愛我
要不就 換我來說喔~~
I LOVE YOU(害羞害羞害羞)
我對你說
(害羞害羞害羞)

i hope u will like tat say "ILU"
=(

复杂的心情

我的心很复杂！！！！！！！！
主啊~我求你夺走我的爱情，留下的是亲情和友情~~~
爱情真得让人跌倒的东西~~~

何维健-你走天桥,我走地下道

陽光照耀不到你的心像冰冷冷的地容
把我心燃燒 也得不到擁抱
所有爭吵讓一切的美好停在我的手錶
慢慢的消耗 消失的每分每秒
把你握牢卻捏脆了
真心無法做比較
就算我愛的很霸道
看你走上了天橋 我走下了地下道
你和我的愛情就遺落在街角
看你越過分隔島
我轉進單行道 一路把過去甩掉
忘了曾經說過要一起到老
(忘了曾經說過要一起到老)
所有爭吵讓一切的美好停在我的手錶
慢慢的消耗 消失的每分每秒
把你握牢卻捏脆了
真心無法做比較
就算我愛的很霸道
看你走上了天橋 我走下了地下道
你和我的愛情就遺落在街角
看你越過分隔島
我轉進單行道 一路把過去甩掉
忘了曾經說過要一起到老
我的眼睛已模糊失焦
在這條曾說過要一起走的 幸福大道
看你走上了天橋 我走下了地下道
你和我的愛情就遺落在街角
看你越過分隔島
我轉進單行道 一路把過去甩掉
忘了曾經說過要一起到老
(忘了曾經說過要一起到老)
when i 1st time listen tiz song...feel so touch ni...
u and my distance jz like tat marh???
tiz few day i was miss u...dun know r u or not lerh...
i heard u unhappy than i started worry n wanna try to make u happy back...
but i didnt...felt so useless...
but last thursday u was happy back...bcz of new fren n new geng they make u happy back...
finally i saw u smile back jor...i very happy...bcz u can knew a new fren n the fren wont like b4 those fren bad....
hahaha...i hope they can take care u very well...
than me can fang xin jor...even i leave oso can happy to leave it...
hope u can owes smile n laugh in front me...
jz u happy me oso happy geh^^

tat all i wanna to post haha...thx u all read my blog orh...muackz xD

Hope u can understand

I start My next Semester ordy...
1 week only 2 days hav class...
but the time was full...mayb will very tired...
my life was many happening...
it was hav happy n sad...but i still wanna to survive...
i was worry my frens more then myself...me oso dun know y...
i wanna help them...even i can dun care abt my body weak or sickness...
i jz wanna tell my fren 1 day i still survive i still will care u all until i die tat day...
tiz few week i was heard alot thing...some of my fren told me wan giv up...
our life has alot challenge...y??bcz tiz world ordy dirty...
alot ppl de heart ordy bcome black...
everything jz try ur best...i dun know y...
sometime i will bcz of my fren problem i will cried...
now i was heard 1 of my fren told me abt his problem...
i know tat was very stress...
but when u pray u try to giv all ur problem to GOD...
u jz do wat u wanna to do...other thing God will help u...
i hope read tiz blog...cz i wanna tell u
u r not alone i will b wif u...
sometime problem 1 ppl is cant solve it...
u hav try to share...i know last time was get hurt the case like tat...
but i hope u can trust me...ur birth bcz of God...u survive oso bcz of GOd
believe god, believe urself, n believe me...ok???
when i saw u like tat my heart so hurt...i think i was very useless wat oso cant help u...
if can i hope u can join the class in church tat "释放医治课程"
it was can help u alot...i oso wanna join tiz class...bcz i wanna help all of my fren...
tat all i wanna to say...i hope u understand urself...
when u grow up the problem oso will increase... u wanna know how to solve it...
if not it will very "xing ku"
tat all i wanna to post today...my heart oso b wif u...

New year new blog~

Today 7 of jan i wrote tiz blog ordy over 12.00 le...
b4 tat i was write a long blog but didnt post it dun know y...
mayb the line not good...haha...
so now today the blog is write abt i wanna exam lerh...
starting my new life...last yez de sad i hope dun bring to tiz yez...
i so jealous those ppl was couple...so xian mu them...
b4 tat i was couple..but tat gal dun believe than leave me lerh...
i wanna find a true gal...i was founded but unlucky she not mine de...
my fren owes said self "lan ming yi tiao" owes wan die early...
but on me i dun think is...my life sure is find a good job or self b boss...
giv money to family, giv money to my wife use...like tat jz call life style marh...
most important is praise the GOD everyday...
many ppl owes told me not longer u will hav a best gf...
executes me...ur not longer mean when lerh???25 yez old?35 yez old?
i oso dun know when found my best gf...
now i was concentrate my study n my kids...
hahaha...u all sure wan ask who is my kids le...they is go children church de...
they very cute n very kind...i love them...treat them jz like my sons...
ok larh...i wont write so much...hav wat new feeling sure will post it...
all reader plz waiting^^

After Xmas

圣诞节过了，新年也要来了
在圣诞节这几天，我不知我是在快乐还是伤心。
当我和我的好兄弟们的时候，我可以很高兴的。
但是，当我孤零零一个人的时候我却念念不忘着她。
我也试着把她忘记，但我却不能也做不到。
为什么我不能狠狠地把她忘了呢？
她的美却狠狠地蜡在我心里，她的笑容却刺在我的心，我要忘记不是一个很容易的事。
在平安夜的时候，我和她的k弟聊下天，她的k弟是我的好朋友。
我们也有聊到她，他也知道我的事。
我知道一直挂念着他是不好的，我也只好用时间让那“思念”随风而去吧。
爱一个人是不能狠狠地把她忘记的，只能用时间慢慢得让她飞走。

好了我的故事就到这里了，如果可以的话我可能会用我的故事写成一本书。
谢谢读者的支持，祝读者新年快乐。^^

痴心绝对

想用一杯latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味
你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱的太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你做任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决

tiz few week i was happy i m out wif her, support her, caring her...
my heart was stole by her...i tot i hav a chance to chase her...
but when wanna to propose wif her...i saw fb hav a guy propose wif her ordy...
at the time my heart jz like 1 ppl take a knife cut it half...
did i dreaming in tiz few week marh???or is the nitemare start???
wat i done wat i do jz can b fren only???
DAMN!!!tiz feeling very very hurt...even tat i cant slp when i saw in fb...
y wan treat me like tat???
yesterday i out wif fren go gaya street...i was saw her 3 times...
1st time i was saw her than i tao bi...aftertat i was tell myself...
if me saw her again than i go mian dui...than i reali saw her again...
u wan accept ur lover wif other guy tat feeling very hurt de...
my fren said mayb is me late propose wif her...but i think she ordy love tat guy...jz i dun know...
after we go gaya street than i go tanjung aru...my fren bring me go smoke...
than keep eat thing...let me 4get her...but i think cant lorh...
when i see the sea i reali jump in to sea...than can 4get her...
now she ordy go AUS...my feeling jz like tiz song "chi xin jue dui"...
so sad...so wan hiding myself...in home jz sad at outside i was pretend happy...
tat is wat i wan to do...

伊甸園的誓言

看著最閃耀的那顆星
永恆光芒代表 我們一生約定
不用繼續尋找最美麗 的劇情
渴望的幸福 早已經來臨
愛的真諦存在千苦不變
引導我們通過這條道路的試練
伊甸園裡有了你而完全
在這個時刻 美麗的實現
I will love you, Forevermore
我珍惜每一天有你 在我身邊
用我全心 陪伴著你直到永遠
穿越時空不會改變的誓言

tiz song de lyric is short...but ordy hav wat i wan to tell u...
haix...the ans dun know when i jz can know...
God hope u will bless me...i know u owes b wif me...
thx u Jesus...

That feeling is coming back jor??

i write tiz blog dun know is good or nt...
n now my feel dun know happy or sad...
but i can sure last monday n tuesday i m very happy larh...
cz i m out wif her...>.<
tiz gal at my church so long lerh...but now i jz know her tat deep...
1st we is chatting de...less talk until last monday i was closed range wif her...
last monday is wan help ppl find shoes...than we shopping whole center...
but jz found 1...than when me n her wan go plaim square she said wan use lift...
but i wan use walk...than we 2 challenge lose than spend ice-cream...
when started me didnt think i will win her...boyz spend gal eat ice-cream 4 sure de...
than i jz walk like steady until plaim square...she ordy at there waiting me...
than i jz spend her lorh...but mc.d de ice-cream out of stock le...than we go eat mango ice-cream...
so happy de...than we go fun square there play DJ games...
she so pro..me oso lose lerh>.<
than next day...is tuesday...
i dun know so faz we can out again...of cz i m happy...cz can out wif her worh...
10 person i think jz 1 person can...tat was me...xD so wan gong...
she wan watch she fav tat is "twilight-new moon"
than i go wif her n my college frens...
when we bought less 1 ticket tat sales gal so bad n LC dun let us bought 1 more...
me so bu shuang...than angry go up-stair bought 1 more...
she kept called me dun angry...than at last i no angry le...
after watch movie...than no way go than go YogurtBerry eat yogurt ice-cream and talk secret...
hahah tat i was most close wif her...feel our distance so close...
haix but tiz feeling wont b long...cz aftertat we wan back lerh...
n me late back home let my mummy scolded>.<
but i so happy i can out wif her...dun know y i out wif her my heartbeat increase de lerh>.<
tat feel like i 1st time out wif my ex gf>.<
aiyo...i should nt think so much de later ppl say me"癞蛤蟆想吃天鹅肉"==
anyway...she happy than me happy lerh...other thing dun care so much....
haix now i start miss her jor>.<


sry tiz blog write so long...if hav any wrong words plz 4giv>.<

....

当我的眼睛再也看不到你们的样子，
当我的耳朵再也听不到你们的声音，
当我的鼻子再也闻不到你们的香气，
当我的嘴巴再也说不到你们的好事，
当我的双手再也不做大事的时候，
当我的双脚再也不能走动的时候，
当我的心不在为这世界而烦恼的时候，
也就是我要走的时候了，耶稣要接我回家的这一天会是几时呢？？
你们也要有心里准备，不要为我但心要为主好好的活
我没什么好说，也只能说一声对不起大家。。。

THX my mighty

I so happy...b4 tat i nt much happy...
cz me owes bad luck n no mood...
after my bday...b4 bday i was pray tell GOd wat i wan of my bday...
i was told him alot of present but i jz tell him jz take 1 ordy happy...
than after my bday i hav alot of present...i hav new shirt,new shoes, new hp, and new HP laptop...
i oso wan thx my mum...when i was told her i wan buy laptop for my sch...
she dun hav said anything jz say which 1 ok or nt...
i so happy n very thx my god n mum...
now i reali dun know how to say

是她是她！！！！

十月二日！！！
我在下南南的merimewa那里看到她了！！！！
这是我今年第二次看到她了。。。第一次在metro pool那里。。。
我忘了她的名字，但是每次看到她的时候我都会心跳加速。。。
七年前，我们在同一间中华小学。。。还是同班
她是我的班长，她人很好，有时还教我一些功课，休息时都会一起玩还会斗下嘴。。。
那时我们还是小孩子什么都不懂，我也不知不觉被她吸引了我也不知道。。。
当我看到她时就会紧张，心跳加速。。。我们也相认可能她忘记我了。。。
我想她又一个对她很好的男生了。。。
七年后，让我在看到她也是个缘分。。。谢谢神让我遇见她^^

dun know say wat...

i dun know y i wan to post blog...
later ppl saw it than jz complain...
but tiz few day i so no mood...
mood down until talk oso dun wan...
even in college, home, church oso like tat...
i rmb last time i was out wif college fren...
they in a shop see something than i at outside wait them...
than i go other place watch something awhile...
than they gone ordy...they even no find me...
i walk 4 along time they still no find me...
than i go back home by myself...
i rmb when i get car tat time they so close wif me...
even i lost they will keep find me...
but y when i dun hav car le than no 1 find me???
i hav alot of thing problem...1 of problem is face problem mayb...
so alot dun wan close on me...
tat all i wan to post my blog...dun read my blog so much...
thx

Worry abt some ppl

Long time didnt post blog lerh...
today i post tiz blog for my best fren or Bro...
Love is nt our can control it...but it was a special thing...
The Love is come from God...Cz he Love all of us...nt even wat done b4 he still Love u...
Love jz like use ur heart to travel it...I oso know how hurt isit...but hurt still wan cont ur life arh...
U r my best fren oso is my best group member...When i b Group leader tat time i was worry dun know can take care u all good or nt...but in the group i most belieave is u...no matter wat thing i oso told u...u all is my group member...i will dun care anything to protect u all...
Is u all let me hav Faith to take care tiz group...i dun know after tmr will wat happen...today u r my fren 4ever u r my fren...tat was truth cant change...i belieave u will worship in the church...in group u r the most can help me de...i wish in church u oso is the most can help me de...
Let God help u...God let u know ur life is how...my fren b strong everytime i saw ur face i know u hav alot of happen jz u dun wan to tell us...i jz b silent to guess...i still remeber last time u 1st time told me ur 心事 i so suprise...i cant belieave it i so thx God cz finaly hav ppl let me know abt their 心事 than i will try my best to help them...
anyway at last i want to thx u...thx u giv me a brave to do everything...thx ur support me...thx u belieave me...God will help u de b happy to ur life God bless u^^

Something come so faz

today is last of July...
something come so faz...i cant accept it...
Connie was leave us lerh...reali unacceptable...
I will remember her smiling face,wont 4get her cold joke...
she is 4ever in my heart...n she remind me many thing when she leave...
thank you...Rest in piece God will take care of u de

BBQ At Jason Tong's House~

Our BBQ foods n items...

Kelvin so enjoy his foods(blogger)

Me & Kelvin-wan some hot dog??

Good mummy Jenny

Jia Ru-jz wait food to eat

WAh...tat hot dog over heat le>.<

Nickie...Wat feel she giv u??

WAH...Who Grill??so pretty

look wat??dun scare i eat u kah??

Brian-NEW STYLE eat chop wif scissor ==

Yammy~y got hand??spoil==

Chicken wing~dun know still can fly or nt==

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 Which 1 u wan?

O.o me helped my dear do kerja amal...
(we owes call like tat de dun mizunderstand)

WELCOME TO SEE MY BLOG^^

From:Xi4oJoNg

wat i done??y treat me like tat??

17 June Wednesday


Wat is promize???
promize is wat???
tiz world still hav promize marh???
when ppl say love u wat oso can promize u...
after no feel le??break promize...
wat promize 4ever wont break...
after tat??oso break arh...
I dun know wat i done...
y my words jz like a dust??
no power like tat...
i feel so down...no ppl will listen wat i say...
even idea oso dun hav my suggest...
now i dun believe wat ppl promize...
i jz trust wat God promize me...
i wish i can early leave tiz world...
tiz world nt wat i wan to b...


From:xi4ojong